--- Ramsey wrote: > From Ramsey Thu Sep 9 15:30:06 1999 > X-Apparently-To: gsquared100@yahoo.com via > mdd502.mail.yahoo.com > Received: from anon.lcs.mit.edu (18.26.0.254) > by mta105.mail.yahoo.com with SMTP; 9 Sep 1999 > 15:31:19 -0700 > Date: 9 Sep 1999 22:30:06 -0000 > Message-ID: > <19990909223006.16393.qmail@nym.alias.net> > From: Ramsey > To: gsquared100@yahoo.com > Subject: A New Day > Content-Length: 2042 > > Gail, > > I don't know if you would be in any danger or not if > you met my > daughter's mysterious friend. I would not want to > risk it, though > I have considered doing so with my past contact. She > never had > the courage to go through with it. She got very > close but then > closed off the possibility forever by severing ties > with me > completely. Maybe it was for the best. > > I told you in a previous mail, in regard to Ms. > Bennett's > accusation that I am not who I say I am, that my > husband is > unaware of what I am doing here. My husband is aware > of him but > not involved with him, nor is he aware that I am > involved with > him. If so, he would insist that I stop. I cannot > break ties with > this man. He knows too much. He is worth my time and > the danger > thus far. However, I will not allow my family to be > subjected to > any danger. > > You seemed interested in his quote about power. He > has said many > other profound things to me concerning my daughter > and her > killer. He does not refer to himself, nor do I refer > to him, as > JonBenet's killer. He is referring to the killer in > the third > person. When he makes comments about power, to him, > he speaks of > another; however, to me, he speaks of himself. When > asked, he > explained that power can take over the person who > possesses it. > Those things that are possible with power becomes > the obsessive > goal of the person who possesses that power. I say, > the ultimate > power at this point belongs to the killer himself, > due to his > illusiveness - he has gotten away with this horrible > crime. His > power lies in the fact that he has become immune to > being found. > This man is very fluent with words - much more than > I can convey. > It is for that reason that I wish he could directly > talk to > someone besides me. Talking to him for the past year > has become a > huge and sometimes disturbing responsibility. > > I have not heard from Mr. Tracey. Maybe I will hear > from him > tomorrow. I do not expect anything. This is the last > of my > efforts. > > Thank you for being there for me. I will not forget > it. > > Patricia >